FACE OF DEATH

Hii.. This z RAKESH , UR GHOST’S SMILE Creator . This blog z about a young n energetic guy VIVAN , who died few days ago due to blood cancer ..He was such a amazing young guy , ever I’ve come across.. I salute to his courage , bindass nature , n jolly way to live life like a legend where as he knew about his final destination.. This blog z a tribute to his fighting spirit.. REST IN PEACE VIVAN..😶

Ye kahani ek ese zinda dil , handsome ladke ki jisne jaate jaate ye sikha gaya k zindagi ki kese jeete hain..Kahani nahi ye haqiqat hai uss surr veer ka jisne maut ko aapne muskan se hi hara diya..

Vivan .. Vivan Chaturbedi , ek zinda dil aur khushmizaz ladka.. In 1997 , borned in a Teachers family as 2nd child .. Vivan , Maa ek highschool teacher n father v . Bhai behen kull milake 4 hain aur vivan 2nd no pe aata hai.. Bachpan se hi sabse hoshiyar , samajhdar aur the most intelligent boy in our region..

Kisse bataun to bahat hi hai.. , jese ki cbse topper , +2 science topper , IIT entrance topper , etc etc . I think iss k baad aur kuchh bollne ki jarurat hi nahi.. He z a complete package in sort , but most importantly he z the most sweetest guy with zero arrogance , with a chhooo cute smile .

VIVAN se maine sayad 2010 me milla ek show me janha intelligent n talented bacho ka samman kiya jaa raha tha..Uss waqt wo v IIT entrance me top karne k liye invited tha aur main as a organiser. Pehelibar hum dono jab Mille thhe , bina koi pehechan aur relation k ussne joh mujhe samman diya tha that was the biggest gift for me at that once . Aur phir joh pata chala k banda aapna hi local area ka hi hai to mera to khusiyon ka thikana hi nahi raha ..

That was the last meeting with him..Sach me bahat hi proud feel hua tha uss se milke..Kya din tha woh.. Beech me suna tha k he was selected for a mega defence project in DRDO .. Konsa position tha mujhe thik se yaad nahi .. Sayad koi bada researchers post hoga.. Uske baad kavi time nahi Mila uss se milne ko… Kya Karen , life ka dastoor hi yahi hai . Puchho matt , bas bhagte raho..

2014 k December mahine me , sayad date 25 ya 26 hoga mujhe ek kam se Mumbai jaana padda tha.. Wanha ek dost k koi ristedar TATA MEMORIAL CANCER HOSPITAL me admitted thhe , toh unse millne chala gaya dost k saath.. Ward no 27 , bed no 214 me wo saksh admitted thhe.. Woh 3rd stage of leukemia yani blood cancer se piddit thhe.. Jab unke pass main aapne dost k saath pahuncha , toh mujhe ek ajeeb sa ehesas hua pass ki bed ko dekh k.. Jese koi jana pehechan shaks chehere pe ek mithhi si smile leke meri orr dekhe jaa raha hai.. Munda hua shar, badan pe blue kapde , haath ki Nasho me ghushe pade saline solutions k pipes aur uss me daud rahe solutions aur ek pipe se blood , bed k side pe Kai monitors ki katar jo beep sounds k saath bache hue zindagi count karne me lagge hue thhe aur balu k dher jaisa dehh gaya dubla patla body . Usse dekh k esa lagga koi aapna ho , joh mere dil k bahat hi kareeb ho.. Wohi jaana pehechana smile , chehera , bas thoda rang udda hua tha..

Soch me padda me ye soch raha tha k ye ladka koun hai jo mujhe dekh k smile kiye jaa raha hai .. ?? . Kya ye mujhe janta hai ya pehchanta hai ..? . Ese kayi sawal mere mann ko dimag ko jhinjhod rahe thhe.. Phir socha paheli bujhane se achha hai puchh hi leta hun . Par main kuchh puchhta uss se phele samne se aawaz aaya , ” Kese hain bhaiya ..?? Aur yaanha kese aana hua ..?? ” . Sawal v uss ne ek pyaari smile k saath ese puchha jese usse kuchh hua hi nahi , jese woh uss bimari aur wanha pe lagge sare monitors ka mazak udda raha ho..!! . Main thoda soch me padd gaya k akhir ye hai koun joh esi halat me v bindass muskura raha hai..?? . Toh samne se bina puchhe hi phir se reply aaya k ” Bhaiya .. aap mujhe bhul gaye na ..! ” . Main thoda asmnjas se ghira hua feel karne lagga , toh phir se uss shaks ne ek mithhi si muskan k saath bola ” Don’t worry bhaiya ..! Main Vivan ..ek award function me Mille thhe..tavi kya Main thoda bhara bhara sa lagg raha tha avi ye bimari k wajese patla ho gaya hun..aur mera hair style v change ho gaya hai na .. sayad iss liye aap pehechan nahi paa rahe honge ..”.

Bas woh naam hi kaffi tha mujhe shock lagne k liye wo v 25000 kv ka .. Main bollna chahta tha , puchhna chahta tha , par meri juwan hi akad gaya .. Kya bollun , kya puchhu kuchh samajh me hi nahi aaraha tha..I was completely blanked . Bas mujhse raha nahi gaya aur sidha main uss k pass hi chala gaya.. I was terrible shocked n surprised ki kese , kyun ..?? . Main chah kar v kuchh boll hi nahi paa raha tha.. Na jane dil me ek ajeeb sa zalzala tuffan k sakal aaktiyar karr raha tha . Maine uss k khillta hua sukhe chehere pe haath phiraya aur uss k dono haatho ko aapne haatho me leke uss k pass hi baith gaya aur ek asmnjas aur ek un_chahi darr k saath mere munh se ek hi shabd nikla ,” Vivannnnnn..” . Ab mere saath woh ho gaya tha jiska umeed maine kavi sapne me v nahi socha tha… Pata nahi kyun , kese aur kab mere aankhe bharr aaye aur mere aasuon ki dharayen aakhon se niche aapna safar suru karr chuke thhe.. Aapne aap ko wonhi baithe baithe kosh raha tha k main idhaar aaya hi kyun ..? . Kya yeh dekhne k liye . Akhir kyun.. ?? . Aur Vivan jesa hunhar ladke k saath hi kyun..??

Sawalon aur jawabon me main ghirta hi jaa raha tha … Aur wohh.. mere aansu pochhte pochhte wohi pyaara sa mithha sa muskan bikher raha tha.. Aur phir..( TO BE CONTINUED. )